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Hopelessly Romantic

by Upon Her Eyes

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lenore-karoline This is my own album, I took way too long making it and released it with no publicity in the middle lockdown, so unsurprisingly, not many people have heard it. More to come. Favorite track: Devotion.
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1.
A heart that’s Hopeless, Lonely, Focused Only On its own pain, Breaks under strain When it knows that no one cares, A sad heart despairs. Cast aside and forlorn, The heart is transformed. A heart that’s been ignored, Hates those that are adored. Pain that’s caused by other’s bliss, Turns loneliness to bitterness.
2.
Bitter 05:09
You’ll never know just how much I love you, I’d let it out, but I just don’t think you’d care. I don’t think I could place anyone above you; A fact that only deepens my despair. You know me well enough to know that I was lying When I said that I “didn’t mind at all.” I laugh and smile, but inside I’m still crying: “Fuck you- you little slut- fuck all!” I just want to be loved I just want to be in love You’ll never know just how much I hate you It’s not your fault, but I still feel you’ve done me wrong. I want to slap and punch you, and berate you, But inside I’m still singing me same song: I just want to be in love I just wanted to be loved
3.
Sehnsucht 05:56
Wo, wo bist du? Du hast in die Nacht verschwunden. Warst du wirklich hier? Ich glaube, Ich glaube das du hast mich berührt. War das nur ein Traum hat Gefühle mich verfürht? Ich sehne für dich (Das ist irgendwie sinnlos weil du warst vieleicht ein Traum) Ich weine um dich (Das macht meinen Wangen nass und bringst du nicht zurück) I vergesse dich nie (Du bist mein treues Lieb) Aber du flogst davon Du warst ein schöner Engel mit mir nur für eine Nacht Ihre Küsse verbraucht die Nacht Du hast in mir die Lust entfacht Deine Blicke verbrannt mein Herz Du hast von mich all dem Schmerz Du, warst du ein Traum? Ist es mein Schicksal Nie dich wieder sehen? Ich glaube, ich glaube das du hast mich berührt. War das nur ein Traum hat Gefühle mich verfürht?
4.
Eternity is far too long, My time is at an end. This is the final note I send, I will return to join the dust. I revel in the coming dawn My immortal life in done I long to see the sun. I bid farewell to you my love (Eternity is far too long I revel in the coming dawn I will return to join the dust I have desire to kiss the fire) I reach out to the closest star The light of others’ is too far No fear, no hate, nor last desire My thoughts are clear (Have you my dear? Have you desire) As I kiss the fire (To kiss the fire?) My final moment nears I ignite in fiery blaze ’Til I’m nothing but a haze I disintegrate in endless space Evaporating blood and tears My body will melt away To rejoin mortal decay Gone forever with no trace I reach out to the closest star (This is the end of all my dreams) The light of others’ is too far (To be impaled upon sunbeams) No fear, no hate, nor last desire My thoughts are clear (Have you my dear? Have you desire) As I kiss the fire (To kiss the fire?)
5.
Mondenschein 03:04
Jetzund kommt die Nacht herbei,
 Vieh und Menschen werden frei,
 Die gewünschte Ruh geht an,
 Meine Sorge kommt heran.

 Schöne glänzt der Mondenschein,
 Und die güldnen Sternelein,
 Froh ist alles weit und breit,
 Ich nur bin in Traurigkeit.

 Zweene manglen überall
 An der schönen Sternen Zahl,
 Diese Sterne, die ich mein,
 Ist der Liebsten Augenschein.

 Nach dem Monden frag ich nicht,
 Dunkel ist der Sternen Licht.
 Weil sich von mir weggewend't,
 Asteris, mein Firmament.

 Wann sich aber neigt zu mir
 Dieser meiner Sonnen Zier,
 Acht ich es das Beste sein,
 Daß kein Stern noch Monde schein.
6.
I’m hearing colors, I’m seeing sound, Sparkling fractals, raindrops in surround. I can explain the genius in the textures in mine eyes: The feathered peaks and mountains hide in a dark disguise. Ooh so super sexy, entrancing, and vexing. Sweet kisses (candy) flipping, rolling and tripping. Ooh minds are meshing, a bit perplexing. Please stop me before I prove myself a fool. Ooh so super sexy, entrancing, and vexing. Sweet kisses (candy) flipping, rolling and tripping. Ooh my body’s moving; my mind is tuning. Feeling so super sexy fun and cool. I’m hearing colors, I’m seeing sound, Shining dancing wind, glitter all around. The glazes on the windows contain iridescent gleams. The water on my lips, like infinite flowing streams.
7.
Being with you it seems like time never ends Even in silence we’re the best of friends Shared interest, unique points of view Conversations, learning something new But we exist for each a separate part I’m in your mind but you’re in my heart But if my love should ever show Then even friendship’s out the window Learn to be silent or alone So please forget all these feelings I’ve shown I wish I could escape this emotional split The reflex of being a hopeless romantic I start casual, feelings grow overnight Love spreads in my heart like a parasite But we exist for each a separate part I’m in your bed, but you’re in my heart But if my love should ever show Then even sex goes out the window Learn to by silent or alone So please forget all the words in this song
8.
Unser Leiden 04:19
Wann waren wi zuletzt zusammen? Es fühlt wie eine Ewigkeit. Bloße Lust ohne Liebe, nicht heilen kann meinem Einsamkeit. Zereist mein Fleisch, wie du hast mein Herz. Erstickst du mein Schreit, und gib mir mehr schmerz. Bind mire in Knoten, und schlug mich hart. Schlag mich bis mein Körper ist zart. Wir geben einander nichts alls Schmerz, unser Leiden is ewig. Wie schwelgen in fleischige Gelüst, aber fühlen nichts innig. Wir geben einander nichts alls Schmerz, unser Leiden is ewig. Unser Liebe ist ein Zyklus, unsere Beziehung ist giftig. Jetzt bin ich dran um den schmerz zubringen. Jetzt sind es deine Schreie die mitschwingen. Ich peitsche dein Körper mit meiner Reitgerte, Aus meinem Schmerz geopferte.
9.
Shining lights or twinkling wings Music plays, and my heart sings Distant tours to distant shores Time will bring you back to my arms And I was always thinking of you Distance nor time can come between us Close in mind as we are Our love is a sustaining genus A garden grown from the heart And I’ll be always dreaming of you
10.
Widow's Song 04:30
I have to reveal it here This night should be without fear As I enter into here Your bridal bed and my bier I’m staring into your eyes While you’re moving inside me Please embrace my life Before I disappear You’re/I’m caught between my/your thighs Until you are a part of me Please don’t close your eyes This night should have no fear Tap upon the shadows of web Enter in my bed Reveal yourself to me Come closer acrobatically
11.
I Was Wrong 03:05
I was wrong I am saying that I am wrong So that we don’t have to prolong This conversation in which I am right To get into fights is not my delight So I’ll say that I’m wrong If we could just move on But you’d rather sit and linger in Your trivial unimportant win So I was wrong I was wrong when I said you were right I just didn’t want to fight Over little things all night I was right when I said you were wrong You were wrong and I knew it all along I would have been happy to try Leaving this whole thing as a tie But you have too much pride You always assume You’re the smartest person in the room But half of your facts are just points of view So I was wrong I was wrong to ever even let you think you were right You’re just so uptight And always gearing for a fight Well, now it’s come along And you were wrong
12.
Devotion 04:07
Love me! Inhale me Become addicted to my scent Taste me With every sigh on the tip of your tongue View me Let your eyes track my every movement Heed me Attend on the notes that I’ve sung Love me, love me Worship at my feet Prove your devotion Give me your emotion Love me! Read me Know my every desire Show me I’m not just one of the crowd Touch me Quench my burning fire Hold to me From now ’til decay in my shroud Love me, love me Worship at my feet prove your devotion Shower me with emotion Love me, love me Pledge yourself to me Prove your devotion With the strongest emotion Give me all your self Just me and no one else Worship me, worship me Just as I worship you
13.
If my love should ever show My heart just gets thrown out the window Left if I’m fast ignored if slow I take any affection that I can borrow Cast aside and forlorn Subjected to scorn Lonely and hopeless Full of bitterness I wish I could escape this emotional panic It’s exhausting being so hopelessly romantic

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released February 14, 2021

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Upon Her Eyes Chicago, Illinois

Solo project fusing darkwave, goth, industrial and some early music.

The project takes its name from the E.A.Poe poem "Lenore", "The life still there, upon her hair--the death upon her eyes." So the band name is an allusion to death. ... more

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